For the first time in my life am going to write something which is supposed to be read by people who know nothing about me. But i need to express my self and need some sort of help in order to make myself sure that "which kind of person actually i am?".
This is my first post and am going to write it in a random way, later i will describe everything in my way. I can make sure that i will not make someone feel bored, as i love making fun and enjoy the smiles which i have given to someone.
Anyway i have started reading blogs since last year( i always like reading since i learn how to read).
I love the way bloggers express themselves, i don't know whether i can do something or not. I just want to give myself a place where i can speak with my mouth wide open.
Actually i always keep my feelings in deep fridge to keep them cool. Sometime i play wit my sweet innocent feelings and sometime i just ignore them. But any how i have managed to keep my control over them.
Few months back i have started using social networking sites like FB and orkut. I have done well and made more than 300 friends in each networking sites. I started interacting with some of them on daily basis. Then i realized that everyone out there remembered me only till i have done something to make them feel good. All of them almost forgot me after a few days when i tried to test their friendship by staying invisible.( from last 2 months am not using those sites due to these reasons).
I have done experiments with almost every kind of feelings to just make sure that i can feel them and am a normal man. But sometimes i don't react with the most powerful feeling like love, anger, etc.
For last 6 months am experiencing some kind of feelings related to love, hatred, lust and everything which comes under this category. I don't know how people manage them but still i can say that am in love, but am confused.
Am not getting what my heart,mind and my soul are trying to tell me or am just a fool who is revolving round and round just like earth and moon.
